I think since birth I am unlucky or I am born unlucky. Life is so unfair with me. Life was never been good to me. My life is not that blessed. I regret almost everything that happened to my Life. The only thing that I never regret is having my son, for his my life and my inspiration right now. Hope he’ll grow up to be a responsible and good person. Sometimes I wanna end up my life. (But I guess that will be the least thing I wanna do.) Everything did not happen as I plan my life to be. I wanted to be taken care of, not me always the one who takes care of everything, of them. (Don’t mind asking who they are, I’m just the breadwinner of our family.) I’m in charge of everything so most of the times I’m financially drought and physically drained. I do get tired sometimes but I guess the people around me are inconsiderate. Sometimes I dunno what to do anymore. It’s really hard. Sometimes I do question God why my life is like this, I know its wrong but I just don’t wanna be hypocrite. (Sorry Lord) I dunno know, I still or many times I wonder why these are all happening in my Life. I just gonna be strong and tough to face all of these. Perhaps these are just trials . . . permanent trials in my life carved in my palm.